Wednesday, December 14, 2005
I was just thinking. If me and her were still best friends now. Would things be different? I still don't know what happened. Honestly. And she'll never tell me. I've given up trying. Really. But that doesn't mean i stopped thinking about her. How did the damn friendship go so wrong. Or was it doomed from the start? Maeh i've been reading people's blogs about the perth trip. I can't say i'm not disappointed that i didn't want to even try. But then again. We don't talk. And i've drifted from the team ALOT. Would'ave been awkward for me, but come on. Who doesn't want the opportunity to go to Perth with friends? .. Or rather, whatever friends i've got left in the team. Really, things are so different. Perhaps thats the reason why i want to join kayaking or canoe polo when i leave SAC. It's much more appealing to me. Why i joined tennis in the first place? I really don't know. I just know it was the wrong choice.


monster kealur wabbit ||| 8:24 PM

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