Sunday, February 11, 2007
Ok let me be fucking emo this post alright.

So i was just thinking today, i really want to do this joint polytechnic-SAF diploma scheme thing, but i don't even know if i've secured a place in my first two choices, vet tech at TP, or marine engineering at SP. It's quite a depressing thought. My dream was always to join the navy, the police force, the coast guard or the SCDF. Don't ask me why, i like the thrill of them all.
And today i was thinking if i'd feel the same a few years from now. Whether i'd have as much fun as i did. I miss the good times. I miss those times where you laugh and joke with friends, a moment locked in time that seems like its never going to end. I miss the times where i could joke about stupid things, with people to laugh with me. Im not a serious person, and i was never one. Hopefully i never will be one. Well, not serious to that extent anyway. Fuck this. I'm trapped in some void and i have no idea how to get out of it.


monster kealur wabbit ||| 11:15 PM

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